Personal Journal

What a whirlwind of a day! I couldn’t sleep at all last night. I was tossing and turning because I was so anxious thinking about quitting. But thankfully, God gave me the peace and strength to make it through today. It was pretty amazing how everything went down today. Yesterday, while I was reading a

Even during the weekends I’m thinking about work. There is a constant battle in my head over whether I have the ability to hang at my job. It’s so easy that I fall into this counter productive thought of not being good enough. I keep thinking about “what if I get fired?” It’s a plaguing

I went down to San Diego again for my 3rd or 4th week straight. I wasn’t planning to go initially but my brother asked if I was going again because he wanted to tag along. I figured since he wanted to go and it’s Jeff and Mike’s birthday it was worth the trip. Friends are

I did a shift at the facility today. Pretty interesting. I met the General Manager of all of LA. She’s young and very stoic. It seems like everyone at this company is very confident and stoic. They aren’t particularly friendly. I’m curious to know if that’s just the personality that allows you to get ahead.

Today was a relatively chill day at work until the end of the night. My boss wasn’t in today and he won’t be in tomorrow, which is great because now I won’t be so anxious and stressed. But the reason I was feeling down about my job today was because my coworker at the end

I’m now a week into my job. It’s been a stressful week. My living arrangement right now is staying at my brothers apartment in the living room to sleep since it’s really close to my office. After work, I head back to my mom’s house to relax instead of going directly to be brother’s place

I was contemplating quitting my job literally after three days. I was feeling pretty miserable working at the job just because it didn’t feel like a good environment. While driving to San Diego to go to Aeron and Alanna’s birthday at Green Flash Brewery, I called friends that I trusted to get advice. I spoke

It’s now three days into my job and I don’t think it’s a good fit. The head of growth and the director of growth don’t seem to give a crap about me and almost ignore me. I also don’t like the bro-esque culture. Everyone cusses like a sailor and it’s a very aggressive environment. People